day two - semi check?

Definitely strayed a little today. Whatever. Nobody is perfect. I think Mastin said to allow for some failure. It could have been worse - A LOT worse.

Anyway. Part of me feels like a twenty four (almost) year old shouldn't be responding this harshly to a breakup. I've been trying to read some blogs out there and get a feel for what people are posting. I seem to be on the drama level of the teenager bloggers out there. Who knew that a quarter way through my life and a graduate degree later I'd still be responding to heartbreak the way I did when I was 17. Forever young is a kick in the Sevens.

Good news - I slept well last night. Probably due to the whopping 4 hours of sleep I got the night before. But I'm crossing my fingers it was because of the pre-bed meditation and yoga.  Exhausted myself again today. 6AM wake-up yoga session, full work day, and 30 minutes of intense cardio. A full work day is enough to make me want to crawl into bed the moment I walk through the door. Teaching can be a bitch. My job is the reason for the pseudonym (you didn't really think my name was codi love did you?) and lack of names for the people in my life - getting sniped out for writing this, is the last thing I fucking need.

It did feel weird today I must say. Somehow it felt like I just wasn't myself. Although when I was teaching I was, but then I would sit down for a second and it would all come rushing back. I hope this feeling is temporary. At least I have my students to consume my brain for the bulk of the day.

Idk whatever. Now I'm rambling. And it's time for bed.