Well the whole point of me deleting my facebook account was so that I do not have any knowledge of what goes on in ex's life. I do not want to be wondering, thinking about what skank he could possibly be hanging out with. (In all honesty I do not feel like he is the type of person who would be doing that right now, but just in case.)
All of this is just so unsettling and awful and really all I want to do is just call him up and work everything out because I miss him and I'm pathetic =(
Also. Tomorrow is my birthday. A lonely lonely 24.
I want my old life back..
I was in a similar position to you a little while ago... You need to ask yourself do you really miss HIM or do you miss having SOMEONE there?
ReplyDeleteI broke up with my bf a while ago and felt really lonely, then we got back together and i was MISERABLE and i realised i didn't miss him, i just missed having someone around all the time.