In addition to all my drama last night - my best friend had a few issues as well. Long story short she saw a text message on his phone from someone who called him "baby". Now this guy sucks, he's put her through tons of nonsense, and it's just a bad situation in my opinion. She and I promised each other last night that we would walk away and be done. We made a plan to go pick up her car from his place in the morning and to drop of the rest of my ex's stuff at his apartment. As I picked her up I knew that she was going to tell me they had talked - because obviously she's my best friend and I know her better than that. Andd I was right. She's taking him back and now I'm on the single ship all by myself. But, what can ya do right?
Anyway, my ex wasn't home (feels weird calling him that..) which was what I had hoped for and I left the bag hanging on his doorknob. I get a text from him this afternoon saying "wow".
Wow WHAT?!? Don't people give back stuff when they break up? Did I do something totally out of line here? He's the one who told me that he was done in the first place. Either way, I didn't answer him. My first encounter with an issue related to the love cleanse and I didn't go off track. I did exercise today as called for. But no yoga or meditation yet. I'll get to that before bed. The sadness is starting to set in - so I'm hoping one of those will help..

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